The results came back positive for chlamydia, and I just sat there staring at the page, trying to make my brain accept what my eyes were seeing. I hadn’t been with anyone but my wife in years. There was only one way I could have gotten this, and the thought made my stomach drop. I went through denial first.
I scoured the internet looking for any other explanation, some rare fluke that would let me believe she wasn’t cheating. There wasn’t one. Every article said the same thing. She gave this to me, and that meant she was sleeping with someone else.
The infection itself wasn’t even the worst part. It was curable, and the treatment was quick. What destroyed me was the violation. She dragged me into her affair without my knowledge, and I hated how powerless that made me feel.
I confronted her that same day. I slammed the papers on the counter and told her to look. She stared at me with a blank face and asked what they were. Something about her lack of surprise told me she’d been expecting this, but she still tried to deny it.
“Where did you get that from? ” she asked. “You’re the only person I sleep with,” I said. She just shrugged and claimed she didn’t believe me.
She said I probably got it from someone else. We went back and forth blaming each other until she finally backed down and suggested it had been dormant in one of us for years from a past relationship. I knew that was crap. I’d already checked, and that wasn’t possible.
But I let her believe I bought it. I apologized. I kissed her forehead. I played the part of the trusting husband.
Of course, I didn’t believe a word she said. I was trying to create a false sense of security. If she thought I’d accepted her story, she’d get sloppy, and I’d have my proof. I didn’t just want to leave her.
I needed certainty. And I knew that if we both accused each other of giving the other an STI, everyone would blame me. People love to make the man the villain. I had to get ahead of the narrative she would spin.
I waited a few days, acting normal, texting her all day, kissing her cheek, hugging her. Sex was out of the question since I was still in treatment, and I honestly couldn’t fake any interest in her anymore. When I felt enough time had passed, I went through her phone while she was sleeping. She was a heavy sleeper, and I could get in and out of bed without her stirring.
I looked through her texts, searching for names I didn’t recognize. The one that stood out was Drew. No emoji beside his name, which was strange because she put emojis next to all of her friends. The first message between them was dated the day after I confronted her.
It read, “I think he actually believed it. ”
They’d been careful after that, sharing little. She’d clearly deleted everything when she found out I was suspicious. Smart of her.
But not smart enough. I checked her social media DMs and found nothing. Then I remembered the hidden folder in her photo gallery. She used to keep our spicy pictures in there when we were dating.
If Drew had sent her anything, it would be in there. She still used the same lock code. The folder was full of evidence. Dozens of photos, some of them sent between them, some of them taken together.
Nudes. Images of them in the middle of sexual acts. The betrayal was one thing, but seeing the woman I loved doing that with someone else broke me in a way I can’t describe. I sat there for half an hour, not even caring if she woke up and caught me.
At first I was numb. Then I was just furious. I knew I couldn’t just divorce her and let her walk away clean. She gave me a disease and tried to flip it on me.
She was going to hurt just as much as she hurt me. I backed up every message and image to my phone. I hated having them there, but I needed all the ammunition I could get. Then I spoke to a lawyer and started the divorce process.
I began moving money out of joint accounts and organizing digital receipts. I backed everything up to two separate drives. Weeks passed while I pretended everything was fine. I told myself the plan would keep me going through the sadness and the loss of motivation.
I just had to make it to the end. Then I found the email. I was searching for more messages between her and Drew when I decided to check her inbox. There it was, from a local health clinic.
The subject line read, “Your lab results are ready. ” I opened the PDF and saw a positive chlamydia test. The date was three weeks before I got my own results. She knew.
She knew she had it, and she still slept with me without a word. She didn’t warn me. She didn’t protect me. Instead, she accused me of bringing it into our relationship.
That was it. I didn’t wait for the divorce papers anymore. I shook her awake and told her to explain the email. “You went through my phone?
” she said. “I’ve been going through your phone for a while now,” I said. “I know all about the affair. ”
She sat up and started apologizing immediately.
She told me Drew was a guy from work, that it was a single mistake that snowballed. I cut her off. “I don’t care about your excuses. You knew you had this, and you let me get infected anyway.
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She started crying then, saying she kept it from me because she wanted to protect me. “You have a great idea of protection,” I said. “You deliberately infected me with a disease. ”
She sobbed harder and said she meant she wanted to protect me from the knowledge of the affair.
She knew I would leave if I found out. I started pacing, trying to burn off my anger. She didn’t care about protecting me. She just didn’t want to admit the truth.
This was the same woman who laughed to her affair partner about how I bought her story. I told her it was over. I was filing for divorce, and she’d be served soon. She could leave the house in the morning, but I wasn’t going anywhere.
I left her crying and slept in the spare room. She knocked fifteen minutes later, begging me to work things out. I ignored her until she eventually stopped. When my lawyer saw the email, he said it changed everything.
He could use it to get spousal support off the table and sue her for negligence for knowingly giving me an STI. The divorce moved faster than I expected. My lawyer advised minimal contact with my wife, telling me not to respond emotionally to anything she said. Shutting her out completely bothered her more than any fight we could have had.
Eventually, she stopped trying to talk to me at all. On the court date, I was ready. I had the photos, the messages, and most importantly, the lab results. When the judge saw the dates, he realized she knowingly exposed me to an infection.
The mood of the entire proceeding shifted. Her lawyer looked uncomfortable the whole time. His best defense was that she’d been overwhelmed and trying to protect her marriage. Nobody bought it.
The court ruled overwhelmingly in my favor. Assets were split roughly equally, but she was denied spousal support. The negligence suit went well for me too. She was ordered to pay my legal and medical fees, plus money for emotional damages.
My ex-wife was devastated. She lost her chance at alimony, had to pay me a large sum, and then lost her job. Her company said the lawsuit reflected poorly on them and let her go. She talked about suing them, but my lawyer said she had no chance.
She hasn’t gone through with it. She told me Drew was done with her too. Maybe he lost interest when she couldn’t give him what he wanted anymore, or maybe he just didn’t want the drama. Either way, I don’t even believe her.
Every other word out of her mouth is a lie. I still feel sick sometimes when I think about what she did. She knew how seriously I take my health, and she still had no problem letting me get infected just to cover up her affair. It’s hard to move on from that kind of betrayal, but I’m working on it one day at a time.
She stopped calling eventually, once she realized I had no regrets about how things turned out. My marriage is over, and I had to deal with an unpleasant disease. But I feel like I won. I have my health, and I have the legal outcome I needed.
I’m okay with that.
